the tears i've cried

just now i read ur blog.i really want him to be my friend back.
but,what does he meant by giving you dat song?
he's always tryin' to be somebody.to get you of course.
you never knoe.
jealousy.i dare to admit it.
i'm the most stupid person to argue with him.
he is nothin.

dear,
what is the most precious thing in this world that you don't want to loose?
of course something that u really luv rite?
thing.person.moment.

I Love You.
don't you ever trust for second chance?
i'm sorry with all my heart.
i can't be yours.
i'm scared.
i am coward.
the truth is,i want you by my side.
but i don't want to make you cry again.
its killing me to see you cried for thousand times.

like you said,
commitment.
yup.i can't give a commitment.
thousand kilometres had separate us.
eventhough i just one inch from you,i still can lied to you.
it was a year ago.
since you're mine,dont know why,
no other girl can be mine.
we kept our feelings.
we hide from each other.
we lied to ourself.

until when?
its better to be good friend.
3 of us.
so that no one will hurt.
no one will cry again.