dear women

Dear aunty,
First thing, I want to apologize.
I’m sure she'd told you everything.
Every single thing.
To be honest, I really missed all the moments with her.
She’s everything to me.
But I believed, she deserved someone better than me.
As long as I know she’s happy with her choice, I’m happy for her.

For me, she is the best girl I ever had.
But, she has her own reason for what she had decided.
I’m sorry.

To my dear Faz,
I’m sorry. Every decision that had been made is for our goodness.
And every mistake, I’m sure one day you’ll give forgiveness.

Hard.
I know it’s hard for you and for me, but there’s the only way for us to reach our own happiness. Trust me; you’ll remain my friend forever.
My best friend ever.

feedback!

after arrived in Ho Chi Minh city,komander da ready dpn gate.
i just smiled.he looked at me.stared.looks like i've killed his wife.
he knew that i'd been in one week nightmare.he knew that i'm not really in good condition.what i mean is "hometown".

he is my best buddies.he knew lots but not all.he sent me a good news after i entered my room.
i've got new uniform and i've done with my parachute training.i smiled without saying anything.

then he asked me to tell the truth.is it all about army lives or personal.we had a long talk that night.

why do we hurt the most,the ones we love the most?
sincerely,i want you to give a feedback. this only can be answered by you.you,the one and only who read this post.

1.this is not a dream.we create,we have it,we hurt and we lost.do you feel what i feel?
-sad.only that.you?

2.if you are in my shoes now,will you feel the same?
-guilty.damnly guilty.you?

3.in my left hand,a lighter.in my right hand,our picture.the last one.will you burn it?
-absolutely no.you?

4.why?
-u know what am i going to answer.

5.did you feel bad now?
-yes.maybe?

my friend,i just been motivated by these questions.i just want to know the truth.i really want to know your feelings.be honest.thats all.

happy birthday

happy birthday to my sayang.

fazz!

my bestfriend forever.

take care

may Allah always be with you.

murah rezeki!

sayang kamu selalu

home again!

salam
pekkhh..lame x update blog ak..setibanye ak di lapangan terbang LCCT jam 7.20 mlm tadi, ak terus landing tak hingat punya. well,bau malaysia! ak rindu.setelah ak mencekik serakus rakus hati,tibe2 aku di datangi satu makhluk kecik yg aku dah lame x cekik.biadap punya adik.x sambut pun kepulangan ak krn katenya ak dah tak sekacak dulu.memilih pulak...lantas ak berbicara dgn die....

1.mengenalpasti sama ada die dah ade pakwe
2.mengatur masa depan
3.pesanan2 yg di tinggalkan selama aku tiada di malaysia

lg bnyk die bgtau,lg tensen utk ak..tp ape tindakan ak?mama pesan kt ak tunaikan semua yg tertunggak before aku fly hari tu.baiklah,yayah suggest kn pd ak supaya seminggu ak di malaysia ni,tunaikan semua...
6 bulan jer pergi,environment changed,people changed n most important thing is the situation will not goin to be the same anymore...hah!aku dpt point2 kt situ dah...ak nampak lebih bnyk happiness skrg..so lepas ni ak akan blk ke vietnam dgn hati gembira.sbb ak tinggalkan die hari tuh dlm keadaan ak sendiri tak mahu alami.
settle...ak akn bgtahu die sndiri how much ak miss die..ak pn akn bgtahu die yg ak sngt happy tgk die sngt happy skrg.alahai penat lah mcm nih...

dan ak sedang melihat perubahan semua aspek...aku akan balik lagi.